oh yeah!

i'm going solo now. WHEEEWW!!!

me: can i draw a mustache on my face with eyeliner?
me: why not?

me: can i listen to music on full volume in the car?
me: why, that's what i like to do too!

me: i don't feel like exercising.
me: hey, who am i to judge? i'm lazy too.

me: can i have kimchi and ice cream at the same time?
me: ho ho ho, who doesn't like to eat?

me: can i walk in the rain?
me: gosh, you're so romantic XD

as much as i miss that particular person, i can't let this misery and self pity drag on. shoo...what's wrong with enjoying a piece of cake all alone? i don't like sharing! and, somehow, i feel like i can do anything now. no one's tying me down. and i kind of like that.

burrow

when you're with someone for such a long time, and it stops, for the first few days and months, you can't tell if it's him you miss, or just the relationship. this is by far the hardest decision i have to make. well...go...me...

eeks!

argh!!! i'm too quick to judge someone...and most disgustingly, someone i know!! i'm so sorry. i've treated you unkindly, so who am i to call you names? eventhough it did hurt, but it was in the past. gosh, i wonder if i deserve to be forgiven.

alrighty mates, it's time for the battle to begin! few more hours and i'm off to steer myself on a better path. wish me luck, puss, pedro, and anyone else who wants to wish me.

love

there are times when all seems lost,
and the journey feels like it's coming to an end,
but never fret as every life has a cause,
for you are God's gift, a heaven sent.

pick yourself up and continue on,
help will come to those whose hearts are pure,
be true to yourself and others, do no wrong,
love and respect those who are dear.

there will never be a time when you are alone,
for someone will guide you, here or up above,
be brave on this journey, discover the unknown,
bask in the joy, the glory of love.

so bitter

back from a long hiatus. lots have happened. gained insight to many things. life, there were ups and downs. but hey, that's normal. whose life is all happy happy joy joy everyday?


can you imagine? i'm part of the working class now. me. lim su chen. working. boy, have i grown up or what?


still, there are times when i wish i was back in high school. where all i had to worry about was my grades. i just went to school, crapped about everything under the sky with my best buds, and try to hand up my assignments on time. nothing else to fret about.


oh, and if you think i'm going to be a tool for you to dump your problems on, you're very mistaken. you've used me once, i won't let it happen again. think that i'm only good for experimenting with your messed up love life? or come running to me when you have crap waiting to be dumped on someone else's shoulders? well, jump into a cement mixer, mate. no one wants a "friend" like you. and no one needs a person tugging them on their sleeves constantly, waiting for them to pity you.


hope you get the message. now stop bothering me. there are plenty of other girls for you to bother. i'm thinking they won't mind it as much as i do. or they probably will. well, poor you.