emotional wreck...blah blah blah....go away dumb feelings...blah blah blah....you're ruining my life...shoo shoo shoo...this is insane!!!
it's sad when you realise that that person close to you whom you thought have changed for the better hadn't really changed after all! what's more upsetting is that THAT person is actually YOURSELF! i thought that it all went away...oh how wrong am i to think so...stupid suchen.
but u'm determined to not let this get in my way. i will make a change and stop this once and for all....ahem...after all, i have the motivation and faith that i need right now. ain't so negative after all...eh?
