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holy cupcakes!! i just noticed that i'm the only one from MIB who has never blogged about baking...at all!! or post pictures of my products. maybe my mom's right, i've never really shown my passion for baking. maybe this isn't what i want in life after all.

i don't understand. they say it's not healthy to have pessimistic thoughts all the time. so shouldn't i feel lucky that i'm naive and ignorant about the bad things in life? so yeah, it can be dangerous to be too naive, but i'm not, am i? blah, doesn't matter.

BALLOONS!!! HELIUM BALLOONS!!! they flippin ROCK! though i know that it can be explained with science, that it's all about the density of air and shit, but i personally think that it's a magical thing, haha. having a squeaky voice never fails to amuse people, even yourself. that's why i call it magic.

there's someone that i miss dearly, and another one that i find it hard to get out of my head. pedro, where are you? come home, little monster.

skunk

Have a heart people, friendship is a sacred thing, why try to ruin it? Couldn't believe that anyone would stoop to that level. Tak tahu malu.

Few things happened during these past 2 weeks. Mixed feelings: confused, frustrated, unhappy, happy, calm, optimistic, invincible. Weird, right? Even i feel that it's strange. But through these events i got to understand myself and others better. I've grown more matured and tolerable, but that doesn't neccessarily mean it's a good thing. I still want to be ignorant about the bad things in life, to have someone protect me instead of fending for myself. Sounds selfish but i can't help feeling like this. Wish i were a kid again.

Well i'm 19, the last of my teenage years. Got to grow up somehow. But...still staying young at heart. HAHA!!

R.I.P Pedro

UPDATE!!!! HE'S STILL ALIVE!!!