Wednesday, March 31, 2010

pop one in
feel dreadful and sick
but nothing in life is easy
so hold it in and hear the clock tick

"take it everyday
or be doomed forever" she says
not one to argue with a psycho
okay i said and did it for days

two weeks have passed
i'm perking up a little
those round things rule
now who's up for some skittles?

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Monday, March 22, 2010

TO THE BEACH!!! TO THE BEACH!!! I REALLY, REALLY WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH!!!!!

ramblings

yay...i'm back. so much for enthusiasm.

is it better to feel numb? or to be emotional? this question scares me.

i found out about something that i wish i hadn't. my fault for being so kepoh.

i can manage a genuine smile! not bad for ms.grumpy

should i? or shouldn't i? i wish i can predict the future.

hold it in, hold it in. all will be well and things will return to normal.

maybe i'm just overreacting. i think too much. but what if i'm right? again, i wish i can see the future.

sleep is the best way to calm one's mind...even if it's just for a short period of time.

moms' should listen to their kids. it's the least they can do to communicate with them better

even if you think you've made the wrong decision, stick by it and make it work. stop only when you think it's not worth the effort.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

why do some people try so hard to change me? Am i doing things wrong? I think i'm doing pretty good. Maybe you people should try to change yourself first before you start messing around with other people's lives.

I want to fly a kite. I want to jump off a cliff and into the sea. I want to explore caves and marvel at the wonders of nature. I want do everything dangerous, to take the risk and to know what it feels like to live life. I don't want to live this mundane lifestyle. I'll slowly rot to death here. Happiness comes and goes. You just have to make sure it comes more than it goes. But it's all up to me to make that happen. God only helps those who help themselves. I just need the strength to pull myself out of bed and go out and live it right.