it's not that i want to be morbid, but i just can't help thinking those thoughts. i don't worry about when the day of my demise arrives, if it's near, i say come do what you came to do. but yet, i don't want to leave this world angry and sad, with full of hatred and regrets. i also don't want to die alone. so i want my last day on earth to be a happy one, with people that i love surrounding me, in flesh or in spirit.
i wasn't created by God to be useless. i deserve the right to be happy and right now i'm given the chance to set things right. i'm not going to let moronic people with their moronic comments get me down. i'll just say "FUCK YOU" and get on with my life. i used to dwell on the past, making myself much more miserable than before. but come to think of it, why should i be so dumb? it hasn't helped me, or anyone. so, yeah, i still see life as a dark, cold place. but somewhere at the end of this tunnel, a hint of light can be seen. and right now, it's getting brighter than before. if there's hope, everything will be alright.
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