oh no..oh no...

my sister's leaving!!! *BAWL!!! i'll be all alone again.....but i won't cry, not like last time. i'll miss those times when she'll start hitting me and shouting at me because i've been annoying her like hell. i'll start singing "sister, i'm not much A poet but a criminal....." and she'll start threatening me "do you want me to hit you? i'll leave you here by yourself in the mall". sigh...

but good thing is, it's my brother's turn to come back and visit us. and he'll be here to CNY!! how i wish january would come quickly....just when you're eagerly awaiting a special day to arrive, time goes by so slowly it's like it stopped. but when you're dreading a certain day, like tmrw when my sister's leaving for US, time practically flies by so fast, it's like the speed of light.

mamma mia!!!

P...for perfect

THANK GAWD!!! THANK GAWD!!! i passed my driving test!! i was so nervous that day, my hands were actually sweating and shaking...that has never happened to me before, not even when i was waiting in line to get my SPM results. i was given the no.13 and was told to keep in line. the first 10 people were told to get in the cars and wait for their turn to do the slope test. i was praying silently in my heart for each of them, and me, to pass the slope test, after that, the others are just wet wet water. but, omigosh, 7 out of 10 failed. when it was my turn, surprise, surprise!! i passed!! woohoo!! after that, everything just went smoothly.

and honestly, getting that tattoo turned out to be a better idea than i thought. who would've known i'd make so many friends just by getting one? everyone just comes up and ask, is that real? from then on, we're friends. part of me thinks that one of the reason i passed the test was because the pegawai was in a good mood after our little chat about tattoos and college life.

i don't know if i would be bold enough, but when i get my P license this week, i wanna drive to mid valley on saturday!!!

dang, i'm really enjoying college....

food makes the world go round

i'm gaining weight day by day, and it won't stop for another 24 months! though i know i may get overweight, but i'm blissfully happy to be able to indulge in some lovely self-made cakes and pastries. studying at MIB may be a good choice after all. first of all, free food every week (i brought home some breads, scones and cookies, they were lovely). second, i'm actually liking it and having lot's of fun, the ppl there are nice. though my mom is thankful for all the goodies that i brought home, she starting to worry about her weight, too! but for my dad, he's happily stuffing himself with everything i made. free mah.

i don't mind being chubby, just not overweight. but it's hard for me, i love food! even my mom knows this, everytime i'm in a foul mood, her way of cheering me up is to take us all out for a nice dinner. and it works! last week we went to this korean BBQ restaurant, and it was amazing!! the food was great, and i've developed a liking for kimchi and this korean spicy meat soup, which my sister detest. and we were eating the cooked meat the traditional way of wrapping it in a lettuce leaf with their fermented bean paste. excellent!!! and i've always wanted to try eating with the stainless steel chopsticks and spoon that i saw from korean dramas, so finally i've got the chance to do it, though i'm a bit disappointed with the chopsticks. they were flat, which makes it a tad hard for me to use. and i loved their sugarcane tea.

i never really minded that my family aren't rich, we lead a pretty easy life after all. but everytime we go out for dinner, i do feel kind of upset that we don't have lots and lots of money so that we can eat at all the nice, but expensive food in the world!!!

grrrr

i can't believe it. my neighbour is right outside my gate, ringing the buzzer, trying to get money from my dad. what nerve! every CNY, he comes over and asks for an angpow from my dad and he's always expecting to get nothing less than rm20 every time. he ASKS for it! doesn't he have any pride left? and people keep asking me why i don't get along with my neighbours. DANG IT! i wish we'd just move some place else with a better view and better security. some one stole some of our bags of rubbish the other night. not that there were anything valuable in them, so i'm not pissed about that. what annoyed me was that rubbish were strewn everywhere! next time if they plan to steal our leftovers again, please, at least have the decency to keep our front road clean, bodaggits!!!

lucky no. 3

Yyyyaaaayyyyyy!!!!! i'm so happy and excited right now, i can't wait for next week to come. first off, i'm starting college!!! i can't wait to get my hands all floury and sticky. plus, after i get my license, IF i pass the test on the 17th, i get to drive to college!! WOOHOO!!!

second off, we're gonna buy a new car!! mom and dad are keen to get an MVP, since my brother is back from his mission next year and we're finally able to celebrate CNY with him, after 5 years away from home. though i'm really happy to be able to see him after such a long time, i'm still kind of worried about how he'd react if he saw my tattoo, which is pretty big. BROTHER, PLEASE DON'T GET MAD!!!!!!! maybe he'd be cool about it, since he knows i listen to heavy rock and metal and he's ok about it. i mean, try listening to MCR's first record, there's full of the F word in there, and though he's a bit unhappy about it, he did buy it and send it all the way from the US for me. dang, i can't believe i'm starting to get worried about it now, and there's still 5 more months to go.

and last off, i got em' passes to the MTV world stage concert! i'm just there to watch AAR, since i don't really know the others apart from hoobastank and boys like girls because i don't listen to the radio. the only station that i listen to is light fm, but i don't have much choice. since my dad is in control of the car radio. i still remember the GC concert. the passes were supposed to be free, but we had to purchase them from the internet, and for RM50 each!! mok sok ah!! some people are just plain mean. i, on the other hand, vouch never to stoop to such level as to exploit money from others.

pedro's got his nails cut! such a good boy.