wargle

how is it possible for someone to change from being hyperactive to being totally "lifeless" in less than a month? it just scares me, seeing that. i wonder what's going on in his/her mind. possibly going through a phase. or maybe something more serious. sigh, i don't know. i wish i could read people's emotions more clearly.

i don't know why i feel so tired everyday. it's a struggle for me to wake up, get dressed and go to college. going out is even worse, but i try to make an effort to socialize more, and stop living the life of a loner. i used to be worse when i was in high school. i almost never participated in any of the social gatherings or events. even when i was invited to parties, i'd just make an excuse not to go. sad, i know. well, thank goodness for friends. if i didn't have friends, i'd be living like a hermit crab, cooped up in my gloomy little room. not that i mind doing that, but it worries my mom. OH, MOM, YOU'RE SUCH A WORRY WART.

and too bad i didn't get to watch ninja assassins today, i like movies filled with gruesome killings, like freddy vs. jason, but the timing just wasn't right. but it's great of wailee to come hang out with us considering she just returned from australia at 12 in the morning. if i were her, i'd still be asleep. i love the eyeballs she brought back. MMMmmmm.....!!!! ashley, if you're reading this, nice heels!!!

urgh, another family gathering tomorrow to celebrate my uncle's birthday and a wedding dinner to go to on sunday night. man, i hate these things. i just can't seem to communicate with my cousins. i'd be talking bout this, and they'll be talking bout that. because of this, i don't talk much, or sometimes, i don't talk at all. wonder if i can weasel my way out from attending the wedding dinner since i don't know anyone from THAT side of my mothers' family. guess i'll just entertain myself with my stack of shin chan comics...yay...

 p.s.: oh my GAWD! my aunt, THE aunt from london, just added me in facebook! i thought of rejecting her friend request, but nah, it seems rude to do so. left her a little msg on her wall, and now i regret it. hope she doesn't reply or i'll have to make conversation with her!! gasp!! the horror.