dilemma...dilemma.... Do i speak my mind and risk being an asshole in everyone's eyes; or do i keep quiet and try to tolerate it for as long as i can and stay mad inside????
I seriously want to be a bitch la, i can't take it anymore. The first few times were like 'ok, i'll humour you, whatever floats your boat'. Now it's like 'do it again and i'm gonna go bloody crazy'.
Most people would say, 'oh, it's a privellage, you should be happy'. Ba ba kia la!! I'm burning inside. I'm gonna go mad and start clawing at everyone's face, like a psychotic bitch (hehe)
Since i don't like asking for advice, i like making my own choices in life, i choose to...............be the bitch that i am!!!! Muahahaha!! I'm a bitch, fear me!! I don't care anymore la, this is one of those situations where you have to be selfish and protect yourself than be nice to people and making yourself miserable. There's a time to be nice, there's a time to be selfish and mean. I just prefer to be the latter cuz it's more me!!
I AM hak yan zang
" no one knows what it's like to be a bad man...."
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